I lay here thinking what might have all gone wrong

Sitting here with the knife within my hand

I look up wondering how I ended up here

Lifting the knife pulling it across the wrist

What a sensation

Watching the blood drip from the blade of the knife

Looking down at my wrist watching as the blood runs down my arm

The bleeding wrist, why does this make the pain go away?

Hurt my sorrow leaving me as I lay awake wondering why

The blood running down my wrist, so warm so pure

What’s it matter to live, if your not wanted

There’s love, but what’s that matter if its not fount

Life is nothing but a empty hole, tearing life apart

Sitting here looking around watching as the world fades black

Nothing matters life fades on, or away its just one abyss that never leaves

This is what is to come death and that all we really look forward to

Things grow dark as things just fade away

Bleeding dry as the blood pours down my arm

Listening to unspoken words

Words hurt, but blood bleeds until death.